In the Loop

After all that work, all that pretending to be able to tap dance, trying my hardest to sing well, noticing at some parts that i was shaking (but not enough for others to see), trying my hardest to be creative and not just copying the person before me when deliviering lines, I did get a part.

It was also really super hard to watch my friends not make it. Even the one who's been doing theatre since she's been six.All I could do was hug her and feel really guilty that I had what she wanted.

I looked up "Roy" in the playbook. Just don't think I'm a star yet. I have two words. One and No.

Everyone's told me tho that once you get into the loop of theatre, it's much easier the second time to get cast.